I'm fairly certain my fans/friends/followers are dropping like flies.
But for those of you who are still around...
Here is an update :)
For starters, we are still very much alive :)
In fact I am VERY certain that I am finally living my life.
I'm learning to love myself.
I'm learning to take care of myself.
I'm learning to trust myself.
Most important I am getting to know myself.
Not just as a mother.
Not just as a friend...
but as a woman.
I've learned that when I start to love myself, the rest of my life will fall into place.
(with hardwork of course)
I started to realize that when I care about myself, I care about what I put into my body.
When I love myself I WANT to go to the gym.
In fact I CRAVE the gym!
When I did the 30 day shred, I dreaded it. Now my hour and a half at the gym is almost a retreat!
I've learned that when I really got to know myself, I didn't need to spend money on things to make myself happy!
I started to pay off my debt. I got my spending in order!
My life is slowly becoming what I've wanted it to be.
I am not there yet...
but I am getting there.
I've lost 15 pounds (in a month) .
I've paid off a credit card, and a student loan.
I've worked more.
Gone to the gym almost every day (Minus last weekend, when I was away from home!)
These baby steps are getting me closer and closer to my goals.
I think the biggest thing is that I am PROUD of myself!
I am able to celebrate my accomplishments, and not down play them!
Because when you work hard, you deserve it.
And by golly, I'm working hard! :))
So if you have been wondering why you haven't seen me..
Well now you know :)
Because changing your life is A LOT of work!
Just remember... I LOVE you all!
p.s. the picture was taken the day before I started working out... :) I plan to get pictures taken when I meet my goal weight :)